(проповед на о. Николай***ПОКЛОН***, в катедр. храм „Успение Богородично“, София)
December 11, 2011, Sunday 26-th after Pentecost
(a sermon by Fr. Nicholas***BOW***, at the “Dormition of the Most Holy Theotokos” cathedral Church, Sofia)
We heard the words of the Apostle Paul to Timothy: “Be not thou therefore ashamed of the testimony
[sufferings] of our Lord ” [2 Tim. 1:8] Jesus Christ. This message of the apostle is filled both with general Christian and particularly pastoral instructions, most of which – clear[-cut] and specific. Such is the content of his first epistle to Timothy. The former persecutor of Christ, called by the Grace to be an apostle of the Gentiles, as he writes, “ordained a preacher, … a teacher of the Gentiles in faith and verity” [1 Tim. 2:7] tutors one of these Gentiles who has became for him his “own son in the faith” [1 Tim. 1:2]. This faith in the One who has redeemed the entire human race – the Son of God, [this faith] which after Christ’s birth has been leading the new God-chosen people, both Hebrews and Gentiles. This faith is revealed and established not by the vague Old Testament promises and expectations, but - through the light of enlightenment for every soul - by the truth of God. This is the human nature resurrecting action of the Grace, of the soul’s living connection with God through the condescending to it regenerating power of God. But this is only valid when faith has turned into a center, the contents and the meaning of life; when the soul has started living and has come to know Christ in itself. When the evidence and the confirmations of this faith are born on their own, without being sought after. And this takes place in the presence of newly acquired awareness, of the enlightened thinking through the new capabilities for understanding, which give the faithful the inbuilt in their minds “nous of Christ”. This applies to those who not only believe in Him, but also carry their cross, which consists in taking off the old man of sin and vesting oneself in the Grace.