7 - Замълчи...
- чуй как говори Бог и Божието!
(О-о-о - значи си се научил на нещо! все пак...)
What is the difference between talking to yourself and talking to God?
You
are God!
Are you god?
You – and God?
1 – You can deceive yourself – although we flatter ourselves that it was seemingly so difficult ...
– [but deceiving] God – we can not!
2
– You can't give advice to yourself (like Baron Munchausen)
– everyone else – can – if you let one
[nigh] to your heart ...
((Maybe your hair is more durable than your conscience?!? Just imagine!)))
3
– 40 days in the desert are such a nice metaphor for 40 years in our dynamic
desert world!
– God endured / passed them – and not
only God!
((When you are 56 years old – it seems as if you have also endured / passed them – but have you remained the same?!? *)))
4
– The idea that you can learn on your own, learn yourself – and teach yourself
... doesn't sound very credible
– but there is no other way for you to
learn anything – other than ON YOUR OWN – to will it yourself / to work hard /
to hope for help from outside (not for a jackpot from the lottery – but [hope] for
soles worn out by the sand of the desert ...)
5 – And to [study and] be so much learned as to teach others / to leave them a record / a written [завÉт] testament... (to the wind** [** – i.e. – to no purpose] – or [зÁвет] shelter from the wind?) – a [завÉт] COVENANT for what – nothing other than obedience IN FAITH!
– God teaches us all – He is not outside us, but is in our heart! But He is also in the heart of the man – our enemy! And He still teaches us – He does not punish us – oh-oh-oh how many prizes we pick every single day ...
6
– And we talk to ourselves; and we become someone's enemies – and we become
enemies of ourselves – because we refuse to think / feel / see / hear / (anticipate)
sense / get drunk ... (from the divine in ourselves) – to understand / forgive
/ allow for / to fully allow through (can I say to myself: “Assume than I’m
right, just for a moment!”? – No – I DO KNOW that I’m right – but if I know also
that I’m wrong – i.e. that I SIN, then – I am not right! And this I also know –
and it is not a matter of my will – nor of my willingness [and pleasure] /
desire / wish / longing / hope – but [a matter] of my Hope for Wisdom with
Faith in Love) – I SIN!
– God alone is sinless ...;
– God alone is all-merciful ... (well,
with people like us may He not be Such!);
– all-forgiving ...;
– He loves His creation (we are His
likeness are we not – and this tells us tons!);
– and He does not punish – but [He] leads
and reveals to His ... (not to His Own – and not to those who have pleased Him –
but to those who have managed to see through the veil of our murky 'mirror' –
and have overcome the anti-Christ / the demon of the 21st century – money
[which does not buy happiness / health / friends – but only poisons (angers)
and traps]
– and He even does not judge us – at
least not yet!
– but He shows us miracles every day and
every minute!
7
– Shush ...
– hear the way ==God== and ==the God’s==
speak!
(Oh, oh, oh – so you have learned something! after all ...)
October 4, 2017 [transl. June 6, 2022]
